"My eyes are small but they have seen the beauty of enormous things."
I am astounded at the grace God has poured on me and through me this last week, the honor He has given me in trusting me with a precious heart. I am astounded at His ability to take a very wounded lamb and love her back to life. The propensity for evil in this world is far greater even than we can imagine...and I can imagine and have heard quite a bit by this point in my life. The strength, beauty, and persistence of good is far more magnificent that we can fathom.
When I was in Pismo, walking around, asking God if this was the place for me, I felt Him telling me that I was ready. Ready for what He has for me, for the next step in the journey. I can't help but feel that all I have learned throughout my life was leading me to this point, to the things He has done through me this month, and yet I get the sense from Him that there is more...more trust and more responsibility.
God have mercy.
From Amsterdam to Dachau, from Portland to Denver, in all the places these feet have traveled, the one thing that strikes me deepest, God have mercy on us all. We are lost without Him...the power of His love is greater and holier than anything I have ever experienced in my life. It leaves me trembling.
God have mercy.
"I pray for an idea and a way I cannot see.
It's too heavy to carry and impossible to leave."
December 17, 2008
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About Me

- Beth
- Pismo Beach, CA, United States
- I'm a midwest girl living in California, trying to find a way to change the world. My blog title "Raindrops in the Ocean" comes from the Sara Groves song "The Long Defeat". In my travels I have seen some of the darkest evil imaginable and some of the most stunning beauty as God ransoms the captive soul. I am left with hope, and the simple prayer, "God, use my life."
Ministries close to my heart
- YWAM Base in Pismo Beach, CA where I am joining staff
- Hope Ink Magazine: Art, Justice, Missions where I contribute
- Imago Dei Community in Vancouver, WA -- my church home for the last two years
- Scum of the Earth Church in Denver, CO -- My oasis and community during the hardest season of my life
- Saint Luke Presbyterian Church in Kansas City, MO -- the community that gave me roots
- Ransomed Heart Forum Community -- online ragtag group of allies who have walked with me since 2005
- Anam Cara Spiritual Direction and soul friendship — information, resources and quiet space from my ally, Tara
- The Freedom Project a ministry of YWAM Salem
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