In Ensenada I...
was romanced by a fierce and wild God.
lost hope.
remembered a death.
played violin on a rooftop to a butterfly dancing.
served a lot of hot chocolate.
met people who build Homes of Hope.
met people who need Homes of Hope.
met people who had Homes of Hope.
remembered what hope really is.
painted the tool shed at a women's recovery home.
played with the children at a women's recovery home.
preached on beauty at a women's recovery home.
served chocolate' caliente in the red light district.
got lost driving to Rancho Sordo Mudo, a school for the deaf.
(The children were still home for the summer.)
wept at stories of God's provision for Rancho Sordo Mudo.
saw hope living at Rancho Sordo Mudo.
served chocolate' caliente in the red light district.
drove to Tijuana to help prepare for YWAM's 50th celebration.
joined in a worship celebration with people in LA, Brazil, Amsterdam, and other places through skype on steroids.
got my picture videoed and displayed on skype on steroids. Awkward.
did not serve chocolate' caliente in the red light district.
visited la Bufadora.
said "la Bufadora" a lot because it is a funny word.
served chocolate' caliente in the red light district.
played my violin.
in the red light district.
somewhere between the red light district, the cliffs diving into the sea, and my violin, I found hope.
Rest in the Lord, wait patiently for Him. Psalm 37:7
Chuwl, the Hebrew word which is translated "wait" in the above passage means:
to twist, to whirl, to dance, to writhe, fear, tremble, travail, to be in anguish, to be pained, to whirl about, to bear, bring forth, to wait anxiously, to be born, whirling, writhing, suffering torture, to wait longingly, to be distressed
to hope.
More to come...
"I pray for an idea and a way I cannot see.
It's too heavy to carry and impossible to leave."
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About Me

- Beth
- Pismo Beach, CA, United States
- I'm a midwest girl living in California, trying to find a way to change the world. My blog title "Raindrops in the Ocean" comes from the Sara Groves song "The Long Defeat". In my travels I have seen some of the darkest evil imaginable and some of the most stunning beauty as God ransoms the captive soul. I am left with hope, and the simple prayer, "God, use my life."
Ministries close to my heart
- YWAM Base in Pismo Beach, CA where I am joining staff
- Hope Ink Magazine: Art, Justice, Missions where I contribute
- Imago Dei Community in Vancouver, WA -- my church home for the last two years
- Scum of the Earth Church in Denver, CO -- My oasis and community during the hardest season of my life
- Saint Luke Presbyterian Church in Kansas City, MO -- the community that gave me roots
- Ransomed Heart Forum Community -- online ragtag group of allies who have walked with me since 2005
- Anam Cara Spiritual Direction and soul friendship — information, resources and quiet space from my ally, Tara
- The Freedom Project a ministry of YWAM Salem
1 comment:
You are such a gift in my life! Your powerful poem is especially timely for some of my struggles here.
blessings,
Natalya
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